What if...

...I never get to be Mary Poppins on a stage.
...I never get to sing with my husband.
...I never get to have a first kiss.
...I never get to go to nursing school.
...I never get to that little bubbly excitement when I know I'm falling in love.
...I never get to date a godly man that will cherish me.
...I never get to scream "YES!" when man asks me to be his forever.
...I never get to experience pure extreme joy when I miss that period, and have to run to the store to get the pregnancy test.
...I never get to see the little pink lines appear on the stick saying that I have a baby inside my belly.
...I never get to buy maternity clothes.
...I never get to read and sing to my sweet baby.
...I never get to dance with my baby when he is crying in the middle of the night.
...I never get to see the same man when I go to sleep and when I wake up in the morning.
...I never get to hear tiny feet pattering down the halls.
...I never get to hear, "Mommy."
...I never get to take my kids to school and watch them run and play.
...I never get to do the things that I have wanted to do since I was seven.

I am still going to LIVE.
I am still going to run, jump, and play NOW~ with the time I am given.

I will still love and praise my Savior for who He is. Perfect, Holy, Constant.

Psalm 37:4 "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the DESIRES of your heart."


Jesus, I delight in You.